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sweethell sou eu... ... e meu nome verdadeiro é tatiana leão. uma carioca de 24 anos ainda morando no rio de janeiro, mas muito longe de ser uma carioca típica. mãe apaixonada da dominique, uma menina maravilhosa de 1 ano e 9 meses. libriana cética, carregando modificações corporais diversas, poucas certezas e muitos desejos.
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tudo neste site que foi escrito, fotografado, produzido, etc por mim, não só é 2000/2004© sweethell (e não deve ser reproduzido sem autorização prévia), como também é um reflexo de minhas linhas de pensamento, sentimentos e visões. assim sendo, podem variar muito de suas próprias linhas de pensamento, sentimentos e visões. perceba que isto não significa que eu estou "certa" e você "errado/a", nem vice-versa. é simplesmente uma questão de pontos de vista, e caso você queira discutir/debater sobre algo contido aqui, seja bem-vindo para uma conversa amigável. |
coffee, talks and losses along the way
yesterday i found myself in a very, very lazy mood. all i did, almost all day, was sit in front of my pc and work on my personal little things i had kind of abandoned for some time now. if you've been here yesterday you probably could noticed this included some fine tuning of this site, and the beginning of the links section, which still lacks a lot of stuff but hey, it's a beginning. of course all of this work and the necessary testing would have been much facilitated if the local phone company, telemar, wasn't such a bunch of incompetent people: my phone line is full of noise all the time, and sometimes it's absolutely impossible to connect! it even took me 20 minutes just to fill out a formal complaint! argh! i need cable! i need cable! anyway, thanks to raquelzinha's help, i'm back online - at least for some time.
the only time i left home was when spark asked me if i wanted to go to the movies. after some organizational difficulties between us, we finally got to the cinema too late and missed the session. it was a great thing, because we headed to the recently opened bookstore/café just by the side of the movie theater, and spent some time driking coffee, eating quiches and cheesecakes and talking nice talks beneath great books and good music (they even played air!). when the café was closing, we left off to the street and sat down on a bench and kept talking the dawn away.
it felt like it was worth all day.
after it all, i woke up today with this warm sensation that i can begin some things again. i mean, i am not feeling like a phoenix or something, but i can sense there are so many things i love that i have to recover, so many things that, in a way, make me be the way i am and that i had left aside because i was paying too much attention to unworthy and ephemeral situations... like talking with someone and feeling it brought me something, instead of just letting conversations flow to emptiness.
i miss the people who gave me those feelings before. most of them are gone now, in a way or another...
One Art, written by Elizabeth Bishop
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster,
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three beloved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
- Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) a disaster.
por sweethell,
em 02/07/00, às 13h27m33s
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